What do you want?

It seems like a relatively easy question to answer but I can't.

Catch up with two friends I knew when we are studying for ACCA couple of donkey years ago. We had known each other for coming to 5 years. We usually had this annual gathering thing and we can talk for hours without fail.

They are doing great; each has individual plans for 2008 and beyond, having children, studying etc.... Future seems bright and exciting to them. They have great plans for themselves and families. When ask about me, I am too ashamed to say anything cause I have none for myself.

They have been through difficult times in their live since young, so they knew what they knew how to live their lives now, treasuring every minute of it. I am the lucky one, I have not experience hardship during childhood or lost of love ones, for that I thanks the Buddha for his blessing and my parents. My life was good as my parents provide well for me, be it living and education. This has it negative side as I am not an independent person and emotionally weak although I don't show it?

What I want in life is not a question I can answer with confidence because I really don't know. Years have passed by and I am enjoying my life so far. They say I need a plan and SERIOUSLY think about my career. I really have thought about it, but I kept procrastinating on my actions. But I have to give some credit to myself for saving quite a fair bit this year. At least I knew I have to save even harder in 2008.

I hope at 2008 year end gathering, I am able to tell them something about my career or my future.