Damn bad day........

I am just venting my anger or emotions....writing rubbish? You can ignore this blog or stop reading at this point.

I don even know what i am writing about.



Shit, why am i working so hard when no one even care if i did. All they want is end results, but how many blood has been shedded, brain cells death and stress and emotions we have to deal with? Asking for this and that one after another? At the end, someone can do it with ease and at a much shorter time? I am not blaming that person, i just hate myself for being slow up there and stupid or idiot? But only him knows how much effort i have put in and the pain i am going thru. I am just working too hard for nothing.

What has become of me?

1. Unkind
2. Bad temper
3. Unhelpful
4. Sad soul
5. Burnout
6. Unlikeable
7. Unreasonable
8. Crazy women
9. Fat
10. lack of sleep or too much sleep
11. Lazy
12.Demanding
13. Impatient
14. unforgiving

I need to apologies here (i am not going to tell u face to face cause i can't manage that) to my colleagues that was badly affected by my attitude yesterday at work. I am sorry and truly sorry. You just came at the wrong timing.

All in all, u gain nothing out of working so hard, stress up and getting so FAT and you have become such a bad person you would not want to be on this earth.