Recently i feel that life was not good since May 08, having taken on more responsibilities at work and due with more management changes, one demanding boss (whom wouldn't loosen its bit on my butt) and another "no communication" boss, depression and sleepless night...i tell myself all this will be over in Aug and i can really take a good holiday. Who knows heaven was not so kind to me, this will not happen.
I really don't know what to say, i felt so heavy in the heart, i should be with angry with her, but i think that is unreasonable as this is her right, nothing wrong, she don't owe me anything. So i should be angry with myself? What have i done wrong to deserve all this? I hope someone can answer me, i really don know what to say. Others ask me should i be happy that she is leaving? I don know.
So for the time being, i remain indifference, not to show any emotions, sad, angry, simply "no feeling" to these people i work with. Yes, we are suppose to stay strong and not reveal our emotions.
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